so another Tuesday another dollar!!
why are my weeks just so repetitive and boring? hmmmm no big exciting plans even.
at least the weather is getting cooler! i love this time of year! i need to find a place that is in the 50s all year round,with lots of nature and critters doing critter types things.... maybe i'll be good and walk my fat dog tonight even.....
ok well thats the exciting post for now....
capt. c.
sadness and life
so one of my fav blogs to visit has deciced to blog no more...... i am a bit sad by it because they were the reason i really started opening up and being more comfy with who i am. i truelly hope they change their minds and blog again. they added alot of greatness and knowledge to this lil world of mine. but maybe now this will push me to blog more, not that i could EVER fill thier spot! L&C- i miss ya already!
so life goes on for me. i have gained more responsibility at work, which has gained me a lil more pay but not sure i am doing a good job. i heate learning curves!! my wife was on the bubble of being able to go on a 4 week tour with her job. she would of missed the holidays with me. i sure i would have been fine but it would have been wierd, we have never been more then 2 nites of not sleeping next to each other.
have i mentioned that i love fall !! the colors of the leaves and the the ristle on the leaves when i go for a walk. i almost wish i had trees in my yard so i could rake a big pile and jump in them like when i was a kid. ahhh the good old care free days of my youth. yes, i can remember them! !i would really like to take a drive back up to Michigan, where we went on a mini vacation this past summer, just to see what its like. 4 hours can make a difference in nature.
well that's it for now. gotta go give my pup pup a bath!
capt
im a slacker
ok i admit it im a slacker and havent posted in forever....
ive not even been that busy and have no excuses,so just be nice and forgive me ( the 2 ppl that read this)
so lets see whats going on in my lil world...hhhmmm......i didnt get to go to kelka pride cuz i had to DJ my pals wedding , plus wrecked my car earlier in the year and had to pay a happy lil deductible to cover the 6k in repairs.... my wife wonders why i would even want to go since i don't even go to pride events in Indiana. she doesn't understand that it is not just about going to pride. its about meeting people in person that u have listened to thier podcast for a few years and have only heard their voices.
so i live vicariously thru the folks that are there and are posting pics on flikr. its cool seeing girls from all over the world there meeting and hanging out.
*SIGH* i can only hope they have one next year and can talk my wife into taking a lil trip to Albuquerque NM. she has said she wants to travel more! lol
ive not even been that busy and have no excuses,so just be nice and forgive me ( the 2 ppl that read this)
so lets see whats going on in my lil world...hhhmmm......i didnt get to go to kelka pride cuz i had to DJ my pals wedding , plus wrecked my car earlier in the year and had to pay a happy lil deductible to cover the 6k in repairs.... my wife wonders why i would even want to go since i don't even go to pride events in Indiana. she doesn't understand that it is not just about going to pride. its about meeting people in person that u have listened to thier podcast for a few years and have only heard their voices.
so i live vicariously thru the folks that are there and are posting pics on flikr. its cool seeing girls from all over the world there meeting and hanging out.
*SIGH* i can only hope they have one next year and can talk my wife into taking a lil trip to Albuquerque NM. she has said she wants to travel more! lol
Deep Thoughts-
A pal sent me this email...... it has a interesting view!
Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee!
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of
coffee the same way again.
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how
things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make
it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It
seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water
and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first
she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she
placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a
word.
In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the
carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed
them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.'
'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.
Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She
did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to
take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the
hard boiled egg.
Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter
smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What
does it mean, mother?'
Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same
adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in
strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the
boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its
thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting
through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee
beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they
had changed the water.
'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your
door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with
pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?
Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the
heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a
financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does
my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a
stiff spirit and hardened heart?
Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water,
the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it
releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when
things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around
you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you
elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you
a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make
you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you
happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The
brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go
forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was
smiling.
Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and
everyone around you is crying.
You might want to send this message to those people who mean something
to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or
another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those
who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down;
to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so
meaningful in your life.
May we all be COFFEE!!!!!!!
MMMM yummy coffee!
Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee!
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of
coffee the same way again.
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how
things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make
it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It
seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water
and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first
she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she
placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a
word.
In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the
carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed
them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.'
'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.
Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She
did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to
take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the
hard boiled egg.
Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter
smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What
does it mean, mother?'
Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same
adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in
strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the
boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its
thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting
through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee
beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they
had changed the water.
'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your
door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with
pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?
Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the
heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a
financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does
my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a
stiff spirit and hardened heart?
Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water,
the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it
releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when
things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around
you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you
elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you
a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make
you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you
happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The
brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go
forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was
smiling.
Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and
everyone around you is crying.
You might want to send this message to those people who mean something
to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or
another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those
who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down;
to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so
meaningful in your life.
May we all be COFFEE!!!!!!!
MMMM yummy coffee!
TV Crack!
so kids,
*stand up in front of the crowd* my name is Captn and i am addicted to reality TV!
well, alot of it anyway.. Survivor, Amazing Race, Dancing with the Stars, Extreme Makeover- Home Edition, American Idol (after the dumb try-outs), Big Brother, and a few that were canceled early like Pirate Master!
i used to watch the MTV ones like Real World and Road Rules when i had cable ( yes, i chose a internet bill over a cable bill!)
i'm not sure what draws me in.... is it seeing folks like me making it big? is it seeing them struggle? is it seeing life on a bigger scale? is it seeing them win? i know that Survivor is my biggie crack feenin' one! i can tune nearly anything out when it is on!! (although i have recently gotten my addiction under a lil better control since i can see the episodes on the internet the next day! lol
maybe ill come up with my own show.... it would have to involve lesbians and playdoh of coarse!WINK!
well till next time.....
Capt. C.
*stand up in front of the crowd* my name is Captn and i am addicted to reality TV!
well, alot of it anyway.. Survivor, Amazing Race, Dancing with the Stars, Extreme Makeover- Home Edition, American Idol (after the dumb try-outs), Big Brother, and a few that were canceled early like Pirate Master!
i used to watch the MTV ones like Real World and Road Rules when i had cable ( yes, i chose a internet bill over a cable bill!)
i'm not sure what draws me in.... is it seeing folks like me making it big? is it seeing them struggle? is it seeing life on a bigger scale? is it seeing them win? i know that Survivor is my biggie crack feenin' one! i can tune nearly anything out when it is on!! (although i have recently gotten my addiction under a lil better control since i can see the episodes on the internet the next day! lol
maybe ill come up with my own show.... it would have to involve lesbians and playdoh of coarse!WINK!
well till next time.....
Capt. C.
Hmmm my inside self
well here is sort of a serious blog for ya....
when u close your eyes and see a picture of yourself , what or who do you see?
do you see the you from happier, slimmer, more youthful days?
or do you see the you that the world sees?
when i think of my self- i see the girl from 10 years ago. no grey hairs, no spare snow tire around my middle, no huge ghetto booty you could sit a 12 pack on, no double chin turkey neck, and no fat ankles that wont fit in my cute sexy boots anymore.
i'm not completely oblivious. i know i have done this to myself. i know how to fix the outside and make a attempt to get back to the way i was before. i have made a few lame attempts to try but it never fails and i find myself back in my old habits of eating un-healthy and being sedatary.
i truely admire those folks who have the dedication and drive to keep themselves healthy. or the folks who made the decision to change thier lives to a healthy one and are staying true to it.
where does that drive and dedication come from? i mean, i KNOW i am not prolonging my life in anyway by stay on this very unhealthy path i am on. i have had several family members die from living that same way. my father had a heart attack at 63, im sure alot of it had to do with his being over weight. my mother is also over weight and has diabeties plus other ailments, alot of them doue to her unhealthy life style.you would think that would be enough of a wake up call, but nope... here i am still eating crap.
i even rememeber when i was in 2nd grade a kid teasin me about my mom being " a fatty" and running to the bathroom crying. my mom came in to console me and told me "its not what others think about her that matters. what matters is that i loved her and that she loved me." i do NOT blame how i am on my parents. they were and are some of the best parents a kid could ever have! i am truely fortunate in this part of my life.
whats even sadder is that i have a lifetime membership ,that my mom and i got together, for Jenny Craig! but do we go anymore? nope! i try to use the excuse that thier food got too expensive, but i could probably wing it now adays... hmm but would it matter if i cant even stay dedicated on my own for over a month at a time.
i love salads, but i have a bad habit of bathing them in dressing, even the suppossedly sugar free, fat free, calorie free crap that still isnt good for ya. i dont mind some veggies, but im sure the can stuff i do eat very very rarely are not good for ya. hmmmm fruit, will i do eat the occasional apple or banana, but probably not enough to make a impact on much of anything.
i have even filled out the application for "the biggest loser" but never made a video to go with it to send in. im not sure if what i need is a personal trainer in my face yelling at me to push harder. i even had a cute lil gimmik type phrase for the video.... hmm i may not share it here though, its copy righted by me! lolol plus i may get around to actually making the video to send in.
so what does a girl do, who craves to be a sexy hottie again for herself and for her woman, but just cant find the drive?
when u close your eyes and see a picture of yourself , what or who do you see?
do you see the you from happier, slimmer, more youthful days?
or do you see the you that the world sees?
when i think of my self- i see the girl from 10 years ago. no grey hairs, no spare snow tire around my middle, no huge ghetto booty you could sit a 12 pack on, no double chin turkey neck, and no fat ankles that wont fit in my cute sexy boots anymore.
i'm not completely oblivious. i know i have done this to myself. i know how to fix the outside and make a attempt to get back to the way i was before. i have made a few lame attempts to try but it never fails and i find myself back in my old habits of eating un-healthy and being sedatary.
i truely admire those folks who have the dedication and drive to keep themselves healthy. or the folks who made the decision to change thier lives to a healthy one and are staying true to it.
where does that drive and dedication come from? i mean, i KNOW i am not prolonging my life in anyway by stay on this very unhealthy path i am on. i have had several family members die from living that same way. my father had a heart attack at 63, im sure alot of it had to do with his being over weight. my mother is also over weight and has diabeties plus other ailments, alot of them doue to her unhealthy life style.you would think that would be enough of a wake up call, but nope... here i am still eating crap.
i even rememeber when i was in 2nd grade a kid teasin me about my mom being " a fatty" and running to the bathroom crying. my mom came in to console me and told me "its not what others think about her that matters. what matters is that i loved her and that she loved me." i do NOT blame how i am on my parents. they were and are some of the best parents a kid could ever have! i am truely fortunate in this part of my life.
whats even sadder is that i have a lifetime membership ,that my mom and i got together, for Jenny Craig! but do we go anymore? nope! i try to use the excuse that thier food got too expensive, but i could probably wing it now adays... hmm but would it matter if i cant even stay dedicated on my own for over a month at a time.
i love salads, but i have a bad habit of bathing them in dressing, even the suppossedly sugar free, fat free, calorie free crap that still isnt good for ya. i dont mind some veggies, but im sure the can stuff i do eat very very rarely are not good for ya. hmmmm fruit, will i do eat the occasional apple or banana, but probably not enough to make a impact on much of anything.
i have even filled out the application for "the biggest loser" but never made a video to go with it to send in. im not sure if what i need is a personal trainer in my face yelling at me to push harder. i even had a cute lil gimmik type phrase for the video.... hmm i may not share it here though, its copy righted by me! lolol plus i may get around to actually making the video to send in.
so what does a girl do, who craves to be a sexy hottie again for herself and for her woman, but just cant find the drive?
HMMMM what to blog about
so kids,
i have nothing really to blog about..... well i guess i can blog about not having anything to blog about..... but then wouldnt i really be blogging?....HMMMM......deep thoughts there i know!
so this is my blog about not knowing what to blog about and not blogging at all but i really am blogging!
may blog more or not blog more about not blogging later,
capt cay
i have nothing really to blog about..... well i guess i can blog about not having anything to blog about..... but then wouldnt i really be blogging?....HMMMM......deep thoughts there i know!
so this is my blog about not knowing what to blog about and not blogging at all but i really am blogging!
may blog more or not blog more about not blogging later,
capt cay
Office Knick Knacks
do you ever wander around your office cubes and wonder about your coworkers?
like the guy at the end who has sports stuff plastered all over thier cube walls- you can bet he is probably a fanatic.
then there is always the lady with the half dead jungle of plants, who smiles as she waters and talks to them willing them to live- you can almost bet she has a yard full of dandylions.
there is the sci-fi freak with his plastic phaser gun and capt. kirk bust proudly displayed.
the beauty queen with her cube smelling like perfume and fresh nail polish with her hair brush and mirror on her desk.
there is the proud family man with the pics of all the gang at all thier vacations spots and the kids school pictures plastered all over thier desk and cube walls.
then there is the guy with nothing in his cube. i wonder about them the most. are they a stalker or just quite and like to keep to themselves? are they some religious freak cult killer? what makes them tick? some of them if they didnt show up, folks wouldnt even notice. who are these people? do they choose to live ther life in a sanitary enviroment, like the boy in the bubble? (well, i guess he didnt really have a choice) are thier homes just as bare?
maybe i am the weird one for wanting my world to be decorated. maybe i am the one oversharing by displaying things in my cube and trying to make my enviroment a enjoyable place to work. hmmmm maybe i should bring in my teddy bear into work to comfort me on those ruff days.
or is that going over board????
capt. cay
like the guy at the end who has sports stuff plastered all over thier cube walls- you can bet he is probably a fanatic.
then there is always the lady with the half dead jungle of plants, who smiles as she waters and talks to them willing them to live- you can almost bet she has a yard full of dandylions.
there is the sci-fi freak with his plastic phaser gun and capt. kirk bust proudly displayed.
the beauty queen with her cube smelling like perfume and fresh nail polish with her hair brush and mirror on her desk.
there is the proud family man with the pics of all the gang at all thier vacations spots and the kids school pictures plastered all over thier desk and cube walls.
then there is the guy with nothing in his cube. i wonder about them the most. are they a stalker or just quite and like to keep to themselves? are they some religious freak cult killer? what makes them tick? some of them if they didnt show up, folks wouldnt even notice. who are these people? do they choose to live ther life in a sanitary enviroment, like the boy in the bubble? (well, i guess he didnt really have a choice) are thier homes just as bare?
maybe i am the weird one for wanting my world to be decorated. maybe i am the one oversharing by displaying things in my cube and trying to make my enviroment a enjoyable place to work. hmmmm maybe i should bring in my teddy bear into work to comfort me on those ruff days.
or is that going over board????
capt. cay
Another grinding day
ya know sometimes ya go into work in a great fabulous mood ready to accomplish every task for the week and then WHAM! a brick wall is set in front of ya and you are lucky if you even get your morning coffee at lunch time! everyones unhappy, everyones whiney, everyone complains but ya just have to figure out a way to put on a happy face and brave thru it all.....
at these times i try to think of happy things to make me relax and put that smile in my voice, here are just a few......
hearing my wife say " i love you" out of the blue
seeing my dog and cats curled up in sleep - my lil "nut shell" critters
seeing my neices and nephews smiles when i walk in the room
the feel of fresh clean sheets on my shaved legs after a nice hot bath
the smell of fruity clean candles
the feel and smell of a warm camp fire
the taste and feel of a ice cold beer on a hot summer nite
sitting in my pjs all day just becasue i can
oh, and always PLAYDOH!! (which i have 5 small containers on my desk just for emergencies!)
so remember go to your happy place no matter what life is throwing at ya!
at these times i try to think of happy things to make me relax and put that smile in my voice, here are just a few......
hearing my wife say " i love you" out of the blue
seeing my dog and cats curled up in sleep - my lil "nut shell" critters
seeing my neices and nephews smiles when i walk in the room
the feel of fresh clean sheets on my shaved legs after a nice hot bath
the smell of fruity clean candles
the feel and smell of a warm camp fire
the taste and feel of a ice cold beer on a hot summer nite
sitting in my pjs all day just becasue i can
oh, and always PLAYDOH!! (which i have 5 small containers on my desk just for emergencies!)
so remember go to your happy place no matter what life is throwing at ya!
BSTR update and more thoughts
well gang,
i have gotten to leave work a bit early the last couple days so, no EGO BSTR sightings! lol...and i havent gone mad or sat on the side of the road watching out for her. so i have come to the conclusion that i am definately, definately NOT a stalker! SHEW! i know, i was worried too! although my wife may think so otherwise!
my best pal came over tonight with her lil niece and brought the Guitar Hero game. its gonna take alot of practice to even get close to being up to speed! my pals lil niece was too cute, doing the lil baby head bang and how they boune thier lil knees. lil ones are just too cute when they are dancing! and i dont mean lil ooga chaka babies either.
thats it for now, i know boring.....
i have gotten to leave work a bit early the last couple days so, no EGO BSTR sightings! lol...and i havent gone mad or sat on the side of the road watching out for her. so i have come to the conclusion that i am definately, definately NOT a stalker! SHEW! i know, i was worried too! although my wife may think so otherwise!
my best pal came over tonight with her lil niece and brought the Guitar Hero game. its gonna take alot of practice to even get close to being up to speed! my pals lil niece was too cute, doing the lil baby head bang and how they boune thier lil knees. lil ones are just too cute when they are dancing! and i dont mean lil ooga chaka babies either.
thats it for now, i know boring.....
plate says EGO BSTR
so another day and another post-
i kinda have a routine in life. i get up for work every week day about the same time. i walk into work and login about the same time. i pretend to work for 8 hours, then drive home about the same time. i know my life is boiling over with excitement.
well tuesday while i am listening to the monotone voice of the dj on the radio, i look over and see a cool lil blue nissan sporty car, i glance at the lisence plate and see it says "EGO BSTR". at 1st i was thinking it had to be some mid life crisis old man, probably balding but trying to be cool with his lil come-over. we go slow and creep along the highway with the ebb and flow of traffic. i slowly creep up next to the EGO BSTR and lo and behold its a CRISPY HOTTIE PA-TATIE!!
A nice lil brunette with elegant well manicured hands on her steering wheel, chatting on her blu-tooth cell. ohh my! can we say yummy!! so of coarse a lil further down the road and she wants in my lane...ahh how polite of her to wave her hand in thanks when i let her cut in front of me. it was nearly the highlight of my day and brightened my drive home.
so wednesday come and same routine, i merge into traffice after work and there she is again! the lil EGO BSTR . she is still polite and waves when i let her cut in my lane. she looks like it is her same daily routine as well to talk on her phone as she drive to where ever it is she is going. i wonder where it is as i drive. i stay behind her most of the way home admiring her nice lil blue car and its soooo threatening lisence plate. i wonder if she really is a ego buster? or is it she is a ego booster?? hmmm what kind of career would she have that wold give her that idea for a plate? or is it a personal mantra in her life??? i can only drive home and wonder!
will i see her today?? does it make me a stalker?? dont get me wrong, i love my wife with all my heart but for some reason i am intrigued by that lil blue car, the hottie brunette and that EGO BSTR plate!
capt. cay
i kinda have a routine in life. i get up for work every week day about the same time. i walk into work and login about the same time. i pretend to work for 8 hours, then drive home about the same time. i know my life is boiling over with excitement.
well tuesday while i am listening to the monotone voice of the dj on the radio, i look over and see a cool lil blue nissan sporty car, i glance at the lisence plate and see it says "EGO BSTR". at 1st i was thinking it had to be some mid life crisis old man, probably balding but trying to be cool with his lil come-over. we go slow and creep along the highway with the ebb and flow of traffic. i slowly creep up next to the EGO BSTR and lo and behold its a CRISPY HOTTIE PA-TATIE!!
A nice lil brunette with elegant well manicured hands on her steering wheel, chatting on her blu-tooth cell. ohh my! can we say yummy!! so of coarse a lil further down the road and she wants in my lane...ahh how polite of her to wave her hand in thanks when i let her cut in front of me. it was nearly the highlight of my day and brightened my drive home.
so wednesday come and same routine, i merge into traffice after work and there she is again! the lil EGO BSTR . she is still polite and waves when i let her cut in my lane. she looks like it is her same daily routine as well to talk on her phone as she drive to where ever it is she is going. i wonder where it is as i drive. i stay behind her most of the way home admiring her nice lil blue car and its soooo threatening lisence plate. i wonder if she really is a ego buster? or is it she is a ego booster?? hmmm what kind of career would she have that wold give her that idea for a plate? or is it a personal mantra in her life??? i can only drive home and wonder!
will i see her today?? does it make me a stalker?? dont get me wrong, i love my wife with all my heart but for some reason i am intrigued by that lil blue car, the hottie brunette and that EGO BSTR plate!
capt. cay
scents and aromas
so here i am again.... can u tell i am bored at work yet?
my thoughts for today-
ever just ponder on scents and aromas you find appealing? some that just make ya hungry, some make you think of childhood memories, some that excite you and some that does all of the above!
here are some examples-
the smell of pancakes, coffee and crisp bacon.( hmm ponders a bacon bikini for her woman!)
the smell of the frabric softner coming from the outside dryer vent next to the house when you were outside playing.
the smell of cotton candy when your waiting in line to get into the state fair.
the smell of playdoh!
which brings me to a completely different thought process all together. like when i was little, i always loved the smell and feel of playdoh ( real playdoh, not that generic shit!) i would just squish a ball of it in my hand and hold it to my nose for hours and hours! ( ok exageration there, but i was little and couldnt tell time!) even now if i am watching my nieces and nephews and we are playing together with playdoh i find myself sniffing my hand afterwards! what is it about that smell that attracts me sooo much???? i even told my woman that it would be the ultimate fantasy to make love to her on a matress made of playdoh !!!wow!!! ohh my! (she said no way btw) am i the only playdoh freak out there????
ok well thats it for now......
later kids,
capt. cay
my thoughts for today-
ever just ponder on scents and aromas you find appealing? some that just make ya hungry, some make you think of childhood memories, some that excite you and some that does all of the above!
here are some examples-
the smell of pancakes, coffee and crisp bacon.( hmm ponders a bacon bikini for her woman!)
the smell of the frabric softner coming from the outside dryer vent next to the house when you were outside playing.
the smell of cotton candy when your waiting in line to get into the state fair.
the smell of playdoh!
which brings me to a completely different thought process all together. like when i was little, i always loved the smell and feel of playdoh ( real playdoh, not that generic shit!) i would just squish a ball of it in my hand and hold it to my nose for hours and hours! ( ok exageration there, but i was little and couldnt tell time!) even now if i am watching my nieces and nephews and we are playing together with playdoh i find myself sniffing my hand afterwards! what is it about that smell that attracts me sooo much???? i even told my woman that it would be the ultimate fantasy to make love to her on a matress made of playdoh !!!wow!!! ohh my! (she said no way btw) am i the only playdoh freak out there????
ok well thats it for now......
later kids,
capt. cay
ass thoughts
okie dokie,
here i am posting to myself again....and here is what i am thinking today-
i need a new chair at work, cuz this one hurts my ass!
i would really like a cripsy bacon sandwich with mayo on wheat bread, but i might as well tape it to my ass cuz if i eat it thats where it would und up anyway!
if i get drunk, sit on my treadmill naked and turn it on high will i get a skid mark on my ass?
hmmm ahhhhhh hmmm drool! (just a passing thought about my wifes ass in her blue jeans with the ripped pocket)
i need to walk extra on my treadmill tonight or ill never get rid of this ass of mine!
well thats was it my ass thoughts for the day!
till next time!
capt cay
here i am posting to myself again....and here is what i am thinking today-
i need a new chair at work, cuz this one hurts my ass!
i would really like a cripsy bacon sandwich with mayo on wheat bread, but i might as well tape it to my ass cuz if i eat it thats where it would und up anyway!
if i get drunk, sit on my treadmill naked and turn it on high will i get a skid mark on my ass?
hmmm ahhhhhh hmmm drool! (just a passing thought about my wifes ass in her blue jeans with the ripped pocket)
i need to walk extra on my treadmill tonight or ill never get rid of this ass of mine!
well thats was it my ass thoughts for the day!
till next time!
capt cay
howdy to all!
well,
I've been reading all these other blogs around the internet and even did a few on yahoo 360, but finaly decided to start one somewhere more folks may read it.....
A quick and dirty intro about me - been with my SO for almost 8 years now, live in the midwest, have 4 pets, in my mid 30s, not in the best shape but working on it (arent we all).
So why am i blogging?? hmm good question really.... i guess because i am curious of what folks are thinking and doing out there and just maybe someone is also curious and would wanna know what i am thinking or saying.
So what am i thinking today?
its F'n cold outside!
glad i am home from work, cuz even though it is a desk job it is still at time monotonus, boring, and stressful.
hmm a ham sandwich sounds good for breakfast, but that means i have to get dressed to go out in the cold to get bread, maybe i will wait till the sun is up more and just wait and pray for some heat!
i need to give my fat dog a bath.
oh, and maybe i will go watch the lword s5 premier again on ourchart.com.(even though it is censored and they blocked out the boobies!!!)
Thats it for the time being thats what i am thinking. ill try to post more insiteful and exciting things later.
I've been reading all these other blogs around the internet and even did a few on yahoo 360, but finaly decided to start one somewhere more folks may read it.....
A quick and dirty intro about me - been with my SO for almost 8 years now, live in the midwest, have 4 pets, in my mid 30s, not in the best shape but working on it (arent we all).
So why am i blogging?? hmm good question really.... i guess because i am curious of what folks are thinking and doing out there and just maybe someone is also curious and would wanna know what i am thinking or saying.
So what am i thinking today?
its F'n cold outside!
glad i am home from work, cuz even though it is a desk job it is still at time monotonus, boring, and stressful.
hmm a ham sandwich sounds good for breakfast, but that means i have to get dressed to go out in the cold to get bread, maybe i will wait till the sun is up more and just wait and pray for some heat!
i need to give my fat dog a bath.
oh, and maybe i will go watch the lword s5 premier again on ourchart.com.(even though it is censored and they blocked out the boobies!!!)
Thats it for the time being thats what i am thinking. ill try to post more insiteful and exciting things later.
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