sadness and life


so one of my fav blogs to visit has deciced to blog no more...... i am a bit sad by it because they were the reason i really started opening up and being more comfy with who i am. i truelly hope they change their minds and blog again. they added alot of greatness and knowledge to this lil world of mine. but maybe now this will push me to blog more, not that i could EVER fill thier spot! L&C- i miss ya already!

so life goes on for me. i have gained more responsibility at work, which has gained me a lil more pay but not sure i am doing a good job. i heate learning curves!! my wife was on the bubble of being able to go on a 4 week tour with her job. she would of missed the holidays with me. i sure i would have been fine but it would have been wierd, we have never been more then 2 nites of not sleeping next to each other.

have i mentioned that i love fall !! the colors of the leaves and the the ristle on the leaves when i go for a walk. i almost wish i had trees in my yard so i could rake a big pile and jump in them like when i was a kid. ahhh the good old care free days of my youth. yes, i can remember them! !i would really like to take a drive back up to Michigan, where we went on a mini vacation this past summer, just to see what its like. 4 hours can make a difference in nature.

well that's it for now. gotta go give my pup pup a bath!

capt